I know I have acted like complete fuck-tard last week, and I know I shouldn't had done so, but please understand that I get stressed like everybody (also have gotten really hard personal problems that I don't wanna talk about), and that stress actually got to me and broke me that day.

I am a person that isn't very good at managing frustration(though I don't get frustrated easily), and I acknowledged that and try to get better every single day.

Let me explain what happened in detail.I am an artist (as you might or might already don't know) and my life goal dream have been to actually work on a big video-game title since my early childhood, so when I saw the chance I obviously got excited, started checking how to work on blender, read almost everything about the SCP's (though I wasn't familiarized with the community itself), whatever, so I started working real hard, trying to prove myself, testing stuff mostly, and in a way I thought you guys would like the stuff, I was wrong, so after all that work and having what I though where harsh comments actually broke me.

Also I am quiet new to forums themselves and I might sometimes take stuff a bit too literal, sometimes its intentional for laughs, sometimes it isn't.

I specially want to apologize to Trialtrex21, because he was my target of abuse, and this I know is unacceptable, sorry if raged too hard buddy.

I don't ask you guys to forgive me, I ask for understanding the position I was in.

Well, I still think it's generally stupid to credit yourself while actually not having contributed to the game...

SFK363 wrote:Well, I still think it's generally stupid to credit yourself while actually not having contributed to the game...

and insulting a mod. I was shown what you sent....bad words were used...a lot of them.

Relax child, he wants to repent for his wrong doings, there's no need to further damage that which has been rustled

Glitch wrote:Relax child, he wants to repent for his wrong doings, there's no need to further damage that which has been rustled

Thanks.

I would agree with Glitch, he's simply apologizing and hoping he can make the best with the community again, not to mention he's not the only one who makes mistakes, we all do, now and then, and hopefully we can move on from them.

Omniary wrote:I would agree with Glitch, he's simply apologizing and hoping he can make the best with the community again, not to mention he's not the only one who makes mistakes, we all do, now and then, and hopefully we can move on from them.

Thanks for understanding Omni.

It's fine Costa. You were just trying to help the game, but you were doing it in the wrong way. I suggest looking for something in the game that needs improvement(models, sounds, textures, etc.) and try to make it better, BUT, make sure its canon.

Omniary: fuck you anglerfish can't smell
Dr. Trialtrex21: how you know bitch
Omniary: it probably could smell you though
could probably smell your fucking dank ass nasty powersuit structure gel trog ass enslaved protein bullshit sloshing in your suit from a mile away

I think we can forgive you. I was excited too when I learned I could help the game, but when I tried, I didn't force meself in, I got to know the community more and became friends with the members. I managed to make a couple of textures and sounds for the game, and I feel good. Do what I did.

Echoing what TrialTex and Destructoid said. You seem like a cool guy! Just take things slowly and start small. Even in big companies that make games, you're gonna have to start slowly. Don't expect to contribute immediately, especially if you're not familiar with the source material.

Don't rush, make friends, read up about the SCP Foundation and its backstory, and become part of the game community! Once you're familiar with everything, then would be the best time to check out what's needed for the game and think about contributing! Start small and work your way up!