What's that small guilt that haunts you?

Inspired by this depressing reddit thread:

What's that small thing you've done that's hurt you and makes you cringe every time you think about it? I won't tell mine, but here's and extremely depressing example that will haunt the poster until the day he dies:

"The lady asked me if her latte was decaf. It wasn't. I looked her square in the eyes and said it was. I am a monster. "
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Re: What's that small guilt that haunts you?

I have lost my grandmother to bone cancer and a baby brother, he was 7months old when he died of SIDS, sudden infant death syndrome.

I still hate myself because of one thing related to both of them.
No matter what or how hard i tried, i could not cry 1 single tear at either of their funerals.
What fun is there in making sense?
Now, if you will excuse me i have some chaos to wreak.
Resident forum robot monkey, and chaos incarnate.